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8/31/2007 11:01:00 PM ● DUMB

i guess i hate myself real much! for being so dumb sometimes. i have no idea why, why am i feeding my flesh?!
MICHELLE STOP FEEDING YOUR FLESH! GOT IT?!
i feel like sitting at one corner to reflect on my life, total crap! i wonder wat have i been doing all this while. talking too much,thinking too hard, playing too much. i guess it time for me to get down rite to the fact that I AM MICHELLE, NOT ANYBODY ELSE! the small cute lil gal hopping ard, thats me! but wat has become of me now? emo-ing too much ehs? why do i try to be someone whom i cnt be? why cnt i be myself, and be the best out of myself. thats the spirit, last time. where has it gone to now? some lalaland? i tried to be lyk every other gal, BIG EYES, GOOD FIGURES, TALL. but wat wrong being me? SMALL EYES, MUSCULAR, SHORT. nthg wrong with that. God made me this way, and im supposed to LOVE it, not despise it. HUI JUAN was telling us to please God instead of man. do not care about how pple feel abt me. whether they like me or not. WAKE UP! i totally hate myself for thinking this kind of thoughts.
I WILL CRUCIFY MY FLESH!




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