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1/18/2008 12:24:00 AM ● well.. 5 days ever since siti left us. still miss her real lots. have been moody this past few weeks. perhaps about the stuffs happening around me. ushers, life, work, family. well, stupid devil at his work again. i know that theres gna be a breakthrough coming soon. wanting so much to break down and cry, but if im gna do it this way, its gna be a easy battle for the devil to win. im not gna let him win. DEVIL YOU SUCKS! well, besides that, have been waking up early every morning to sweep and mop the floor, sometimes have to cook for the family too. everybody is adapting to the life-without-siti. stanley cries every single day cos he doesnt wants to go to the child care center. mummy is vexed cos stanley is irritating. im trying my best to help mummy take care of stanley when she doesnt want to care about him anymore, taking care of the stuffs at home, and of cos, my ministry, spiritual life, work and so on. so tired, and moody. not gna give up. everybody reading this please pray for me. im not strong, but with God, i am. not easy being like that. have to miss bs and sometimes cg. weak, so much so that i would just spend nights and nights watching dramas and not wanting to pray, often have to force myself to pray a bit more before i go to bed. signs of not doing well. lets fight together. i know some of us we are not doing well too. but know that something is waiting for us after the breakthrough. JIA YOU! i dun like the feeling of it, never. but spiritual warfare is a never ending thing, as long as youre walking right with God. everybody is as tired, i cnt back out now. michelle, hold on. you can, with God, all things are possible! AMEN! PRAISE GOD IN ALL THING WE DO
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