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4/12/2008 11:52:00 PM ● !!!

okays, not well, so not. as in emotionally. things are happening, and recantly my thinking is always "i cant take it anymore". but i think i need really need to stand strong. like, im not the only one experiencing this. (i think the only good thing is that God gave me a real good class for the start of the year) okays. i need to be strong, really. as a leader, i need to be strong, in order to lead my people. its not easy to be strong, but i know i have to. also, to be strong for God, and not get defeated by the devil easily.

& i think im really not detailed enough, resulting in a lot of inconveniece for others. E.g. everytime when im given the oppor to do main log, i realise sthg will happen. last time is trolley, this time is bucket. i really need to get down to the details. because details determines your destiny. and also, if i want to grad, i would need to learn how not to be careless and forgets thing easily. and thats when God's strength and power would come in. i need to depend on Him. im always a no good when it comes to rmbing things.

went for svc today. Pst Kong is back!!! so happy. miss him so much. hahs! he preached a sermon he preached before, about Jabez and his spiritual hunger. i think its really a word of season. true indeed. kenrus was saying, we are going back to the basic. yes i agree. going back to basic. prayer, attitude, back to God Himself. the basic of the basic. we really need that. sometimes, its just to refresh us, esp when everybody is so busy doing fulfilling the cultural mandate, when ministires are serving very hard. it is to remind us that after everyday's hardwork. we still need to go back to the heart of worship, to the reason why we are doing all these, making ourself busy with. its because God gave us this ministry. and pst once preached that we shouldn serve till we have no time for the One who gave us the ministry.
also, H3 training was good. really learn a lot from alan. and it is very applicable for my H2 later too. okays, i need to stop blogging and start planning. blog again! =D




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