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4/01/2008 08:19:00 PM ● RIDICULOUS!!!

who says when i start sch i cnt go for bs? what is this. whats with my mother's mind. what is she thinking. i feeling horrible. and she thinks by doing this i will not go. tha devil is attacking, real hard. and the moment she came home today, she starting screaming. and she claim she wants peace in the house. she was the one who started all the screaming. and i got screamed at for no reason. just because the floor is dirty even after i vacuum it. i hope i could get out of it, but there seems to be no way out. trust me, now she ask me to go for bs on weekends, and after a few weeks, she will start to scream at me, and scold me for not staying at home. she contradicts her words. can someone just tell her to wake up? she is saying the church is unreasonable. she herself dun want to go for bs then so be it. she doesnt have to scold me for that. if she say when sch reopen, then i cnt go bs, then its equals to i wouldn need to go church too. cos sch reopened, and im busy with school work. how mean can she get. she wants me to build a stronger r/s with God and yet doesnt allow me to go for bs. she knows the importance of it, but yet she is stopping me.
God help me, as only you can. im collapsing. i need You so much right now!




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